Since 2020, there has been an increased use of the phrase “Be the head and not the tail.” This is taught often in conjunction with the idea given through Psalm 90:12 “Teach us to manah our days.” Manah is the Hebrew word, you can find it in Strong’s Concordance under number 4487 for further research. It is a term often translated, “to count,” “to appoint,” “to prepare,” or “to muster” as in an army. A lesson often follows for instruction toward determining, as rightful ownership and proprietorship given to us in freedom through Christ, to declare our, personal, destiny as is our right to have and to live as our future with favor from God. This being a permission, of sorts, for dreaming up desires for a joyous life and battling spiritually with agents of darkness who seek the destruction of all joy into extinction from the planet and from all its people, the lesson with it’s practical advice as it leads to a higher expectation of joy seems like foundational hope leading to the reasonable increased standard of joy, richness, and honor.

But, I want to highlight that this practical tip using the wisdom within this phrase is not best suited for the practical life terrain but is better suited for searching out understanding as it’s use for projecting future successes is located within a more spiritual as “physical” location for which we are to be using this phrase thereby to search out the wisdom’s intending meaning. This spiritual location is a perceptible physiological condition. And it is important to experience and to remain in this proper arrangement of physiological information processing systems. And I sense this is particularly important for the immediate days to come, for on the horizon is approaching the blackest of storms, for those outside of God’s protective wings. But, I believe, that this passing storm of storms will be endured very differently for the ones in safe keeping. As in a blink, once God’s protective shield is accepted through, and by, being desired and kept by the request that God continue to use his shield surrounding his child, this wickedest of storms becomes but a subtle trickling rain cloud, easily rested through; God’s got the night shift and the day shift and nap shift, at all hours, his protection is diligent, until this storm’s passing brightness with the sun bursting open the clouds as though the storm never was.

I believe, being the head and not the tail is a requirement of people measured within and not without a life; it’s an inside of the cup, thing, not an outside of the cup, thing. And although it is internally perceptible as a change from one inner hierarchy of information receiving to a new and different way of prioritizing and receiving information given within a human physiological experience, no one is able to directly inform to another person, who is not his or her self, as to the success of this new hierarchy of an arrangement happening on the inside of another person. I determine, divergently from how I have been hearing it taught, I consider this phrase in meaning within a transformed condition of human experience called born-again.

Let me dwell a moment on the prerequisite physiological condition because this, too, has been neglected and often misunderstood. So, I cannot move too quickly, because I care that the harvest of hearts begins with a fresh fire, and I seek to stir up the wind. What is required prior to entering the born-again condition is a condition known in the passages of scripture as having a heart of stone. A human heart, in this context, equates to the subtotal of the entire sensational network that connects the body and mind to knowing that one exists and to feeling that life, thereby growing in relationship as a series of linear and time honored sequential experiences that serve to shape an emotional history with a growing understanding of all creation known and expected so that a generalized sensation of personality occurs within a human being; it is the complete physiological understanding of self and life. It includes everything that tells a mind he or is awake or dreaming, thinking or speaking, lying or speaking honestly, feeling hope or knowing facts as solid consistences firm for expected reliability, words: defined and nebulous of understanding, and all that makes one sure of one’s existence as a conscious being who lives and is separately unique in isolation of thought, feelings, and opinions from all other beings, save but for one, God. And, it is this, which MUST become stone. And to become stone is for the heart to die. And to become diseased into stone is for the heart to be dying. And I believe, while there might be additional toxins capable of harming a heart into stone as much as this, the toxin most prominent is what the Bible calls by a word: pride. And pride, to know it within, is all those thoughts and horribly anguishing feelings, which stirs a mind to motivate all it’s trying to please a master for the cyclical belief held in the location of the heart, a belief so toxic the entire heart is condemned by God unto to death. From a splinter of a kingdom of vile darkness, the splinter of pride boasts of one thing, the victim holding it’s toxin is convinced without remedy of it’s soul being worthless. The heart’s pride, with all it’s soul-hatred and all it’s words and feelings to abuse the soul into hiding with silence, so competes with God, declaring itself the best leader of the life to gain the most desirable thing: a conquering boast with which one might declare all good things and necessary needs as allowable pursuits, becoming and having earned the right to dictate to the soul when and how the soul might pursue it’s wants, needs, and desires, acting as a shepherd who opens and closes a gate for his sheep. This boast-worthy victory might allow a soul, if the pride is weak, some limited attention, in secondary pursuit of the pride’s gains, this temporary reprieve, as a form of rest for a reward for the merit, from the pride’s self-proclaimed attempt at importance within society so that a claim of ownership can be held over the soul as a master, which the pride seeks to boast as if it’s own soul is an acquisition to be abused, neglected, and manipulated into using its strength to serve the pride’s desire to sustain a belief of worthlessness unto earned rights for all acquisitions. The pride is in so great an opposition to God’s perfect love of the soul, which he calls child for his want of parenting with free supply, that his opinion of rejecting the attitude of pride’s hatred requires a declaration of passionate judgment as protection between the soul and pride; God desires to defend the human soul by kill it’s inner bully, which masquerades as wisdom and is a voice that has abused the word of love with a treatment of hated, thereby forever distinguishing himself as properly in opposition to everything that wickedness ever said as bullying against the soul. When God kills the pride, his child can know how much God hates the concept of the lie that his child was ever made to feel to wonder to suspect to believe he or she was ever worthless. His opinion against this toxin will be expressed and the pride within the mind will know of his judgement. How does one know if there’s pride in the heart? It’s felt as TRY as a way of begging God to accept or keep the soul in a loving regard. And it you’re still trying, you’re still dying. Don’t be afraid, and expect to get exhausted. The dying is good. The Holy Spirit is going to make sure there’s no more desire to try before removing the stone heart. So, it will feel like being told to do something but growing to no longer care and succumbing to inability to try. Once, you’re totally unable to try to do anything the Holy Spirit ask of you, that’s when you’re just about ready for the removal and the filling of he spirit as a new heart. Then, obedience becomes practice that makes freedom easy and a new identity, normal with ease of a self that’s unfamiliar with embarrassment, commendation, and shame. As the Holy Spirit is eating the stone heart or killing the pride, it screams in fear and rage, feeling cheated of its chance to earn its worth before a small audience. And it tries to get a vote from the soul to be its master. And tries one last time to abuse the soul with hatred. But the soul is set free to into the hands of perfect love, who made him or her to have life and to have it abundantly. I believe, abundant life requires the freedom of self to be expressed and seen without considering it could be considered for rejection; this happens with being born-again. The condemnation of the pride asserts loudly to the soul of his her safety within love. And it corrects lies regarding how love reacts to circumstances. And the belonging within God’s heart can be rejoiced over, with the fullness of a heart that is boundless, for it is spirit. Pride is a design of murder from an enemy who hates God and hates all God’s children, who are all human beings, and the Bible tells us what kind of human beings and where from these human beings are required to hail from as a place of origin; a mother’s womb (pay no mind to worry about test-tub baby’s, if the Bible were given another chapter from our era, I believe there would be included a verse just for these, for like the “strangers” God comforted through his prophet Isaiah, saying Let no one who is yoked to the Lord say, Surely he will cut me. Similarly, Jesus has said, For anyone who comes to be I will by no means cast him aside.) This human heart must become stone that way, when it’s removed, the soul will know no association with it. So, do not let anyone fear it’s hardening. The hardening of the heart will take longer than expected. Have no fear! And do not tremble! In the hands of the Holy Spirit, this little ash spec of a hardened heart means nothing to a life but was merely like that of a baby tooth, designed to die and having been removed without hope of being replaced, it’s designed to be replaced with a tooth much stronger and better suited for the roads ahead. So, it is with this new heart of spirit, and so much more than imaginable. But get excited! What is being replaced within human begins is that very center of life’s experiences and exceptions through past knowledge. But this, O’this is far greater than all human knowledge will ever accumulate; this heart is of the spirit of God. Jesus was a first fruit. And many are the children of God. And as the people cry out for more of their Father saying, ‘I need to hear him!’ and ‘I need to know him!’ and ‘I need to see his face draw near to mine!’ Rejoice! For this is the sound of the fruit ripe for the harvest. And his spirit is coming to be poured out on all flesh, some to joy and others to frustration. But for those children born-again in spirit and in truth, heaven will come around them like a thrilling sound of rejoicing about an event long passed of an occupying government that’s been in operation, all the while. And these children will become teachers of heaven’s ways to those surprised by its sudden revelation. Hear me, and do not negate this essential and meaningful and necessary and healthy step along the sanctification process toward a true and real, fundamental alteration to all natural perception of reality as a human experience that will change to the necessary and healthy and wondrous degree that the Bible calls these who undergo its performance, “new chreations” (I added the “h” so you’d think of Christ 🙂 : ) LISTEN, leaders among the brethren, all the church, prior to receiving the gift that is a transformative alteration in identity, so all-encompassing one can no longer identify with what he or she knew as being alive as human, the Holy Spirit is performing a work in all who believe to cause, totally and unequivocally, a stone heart condition. Everyone must adapt to this hardening season with a lens of gladness. Anyone who wants greater relationship and experience with the Almighty God, must harden. 

While I say that the hardening of the heart is fully NECESSARY, don’t mistake my saying this as an assertion or claim to come against any of the prophets speaking the words rightly given them from the Holy Spirit who has been saying to his people, “Jump. Come up higher. Rise. Don’t let your heart harden. Do better. Don’t sin. Laugh. Where is your joy? Repent. Are you in darkness? Where is your light?” This is also necessary and is an equally important call upon the people. Nothing is wrong with any of these words. Everything that Is being commanded is true and good, but impossible for a heart of flesh, which leads to fainting. But the fainting is necessary, too. The hardening of the heart happens during a state of “try” leading to fainting in exhaustion before God and Man. Fully stone is a condition of darkened, empty, loveless, bankruptcy of all feelings to know that a soul remains in this life with so much doubt in self-worth and in existence one could believe that its soul has already passed from this earth. Perhaps it’s a wanderer in a living grave as Satan wanders from east to west. Am I a devourer, or a slave, a victim, or a priest, a disease upon this earth, or a wandering ghost to be seen and judged worthless by each and every passerby? What am I? What is a human soul without his or her will power to strengthen the drive of his or her desires to rise to the occasion? Nothing. And it is right and good for each and every human soul to feel this nothing condition. Do you see how this is bringing a soul up close to heaven’s door? Do you yet see the goodness in having one’s spirit fainting within? What did Jesus come to provide mankind? Life in spirit and in truth that knows the Father as he knows the Father is oneness, comforted by the Holy Spirit that is the very voice that proceeds from the mouth of the Father and to live the Father and Son, being a temple of his holy presence, abiding in the true vine and eating of true meat to know satisfaction so that we will share in the joy that is Christ’s and so that our joy may be complete. The hardening into stone, one’s heart within, as a prerequisite condition before removal, will take place. This is God’s mercy to himself, for he does not choose to associate his work, the working of his hands through the Holy Spirit, with any pain. His work is good. And that means painless. And as a baby tooth falls onto a pillow at night, when all the nerves are done attending the tooth, and all feeling through the baby tooth is dead, so it must be, by God’s decreed insistent desire for mankind his children, that this heart will be removed with as much ease and painlessness, having zero attachment to the soul’s centers of perception and experience through emotional connection to cause physical sensation. Should one care about the homeless? Yes. But you will, again, once you become spirit. A heart becoming stone must try to please God, over and over, and experience death, little by little, until all supposed worthlessness leaves the mind unmemorable as a strangers story about a stranger. At the point of stone waiting on removal, the heart becomes a heavy invasive nuisance, little more than a tinge in the chest. When it can to nothing and the Holy Spirit can no longer inspire the soul to move in praise or worship and any good thing, to the point the human soul believes itself utter worthlessness, a death by self-condemnation, it will feel compete lack of ability to care for anything, anyone: stranger, family, self, or God. But still, there needs to be one more thing: trust of spirit to feel the movement of the Holy Spirit within the body and soul. Only the human spirit remembers God. So, what can a soul do who walks with a spirit fainted and asleep? The body has no memory of God within his or her sensational network. It might have known joy or love or comfort, but these feelings are emotions within a human life able to be experienced from small sources of loving parents and accepting friends and joyous activities or occasions of celebration. These feelings existing does not prove to a human experience of the exitance of an Almighty God, in and of themselves. To say that God is love is nearly meaningless fact, except to some it may be seen to them inside as a sun rising through a close window for a hope that God might be worth his speaking. This leads me to my next point, the solution of emptiness and the requirement of trust in a, potentially, unfamiliar spirit. 

Please understand that because the Holy Spirit’s work of hardening the baby-tooth-heart into stone is performed very slowly and to those who love God as much as to those who have never met God, this knowledge is just as relevant a next step of necessary intervention as it would be for non-believers. This next step is something I have called and is readily coined a phrase as “Entering the Fear of the Lord.” This is far from a precept, which is another term commonly called a concept or an idea acting as a distant theory and far from human experience, as one might image through intense mathematical calculations the forming of a star in the distant reaches of outer space. Would the imagination do the experience justice as compared to actually seeing the formation of a star? Doubtful. Likewise, neither is the imagination capable of imagining this room where in the Fear of the Lord rests in glorious appearance wherein all the ability to perceive is heightened beyond previous experience, knowledge comes as a breeze in clean air, confidence enters the identity of self with ease quieter than comfort so that standing tall occurs and readiness is available in quiet reserve, understanding is a wave of breathing into the lungs passing justified rights into the bloodstream in an imperceptible instant, the King of Kings is standing in the room. With him enters this space his authority over all creation with him. Tremendous is the weight of his glory. But desired and enacted by his Holy Spirit, he lifts his creation to stand, and stirs a confidence to contention. “Come let us reason together,” it is written.

(Jesus is the Fear of the Lord. Jesus is the Tent of Meeting. And he will manifest himself to you. He will not leave you as orphans.)

Here is the location of meeting for whom it is you’re being asked to trust with all your mind, soul, and body. This is the one who can and will revive a fallen spirit, dead in ability. Test his merit. You are not the one on trial. He is being tested as worthy by you, O’Child of the Almighty Creator God, Son or Daughter of Heaven, Ruler of Earth. You are who you are, already. Test this spirit by contention until the porter opens the door of your heart by his worthiness to be trusted. Do not be deceived by any spirit that approaches from above or with real power glows in light before you. That is not enough. The porter of yourself will open to one, and one only. You will find him worthy for being trusted when you taste of his love for you, and you personally. He must call you by name. He must approach you in humility. His love for you must be perfect in selflessness having no desire of his own to impose upon your life. YOU WERE NOT MADE TO BE A TOOL. GOD IS NOT STRUGGLING OR LACKING. HE DOES NOT NEED YOUR HELP. NOTHING NEEDS FIXING. JESUS WILL NOT TALK TO YOU ABOUT YOUR SINS OR THE SINS OF THE WORLD IN TERMS OF FEAR OR WITH A SPRIRT OF TEMBLING. DO NOT YEILD TO AN EXTORTIONIST WORKING TO ROB YOU THROUGH GUILT, OPPRESSIVE WINDS AS AN ONSLAUGHT OF WORDS OF HATRED OR DISGUST, ENCOURAGEMENT THAT BIRTHS INSECURITY OR SHAME OR WORRY, COMPLIMENTS THAT BIND OR ISOLATE, OR ONE WHO ATTEMPTS TO CALL YOU TRAPPED, WOUNDED, ALONE, WORTHLESS, WEAK, HOPELESS, OR ALONE. You are why everything that is made, was made. You are the reason for life. He should be honored to meet you and thankful, within all himself, at being granted an appearance with the one for whom all was made. 

I do not speak as one inventing things. I am informing you of what he is like. When you meet him, you will know I speak the truth.

If this attitude does not radiate from his inner being as a light greeting you in love before he speaks, command that lying spirit to make itself scarce before your wrath gains focused fury upon that deceiving speck of horror and it be trapped in your lure, revealed in, and punished for the offense at attempted robbery of your dignity. You do not bow to angels. And you definitely do not bow to demons. You do not bow to brothers and sisters or new chreations. You do not bow to death. You bow to the one who loves you with a perfect love, the Lord of Lord’s Jesus Christ. You bow to the hand of God Almighty and none else because none is deserving of your affection or your fear, which remains in you as respect and want and reciprocated love. 

Another who discourages you from approaching the Almighty God has never met him.

A spirit who speaks to you to discourage you from meeting with the Almighty God wants you for a pet and is not your friend. Rebuke it, saying, “I am waiting to speak with God who loves me. You’re not God. Go.” This scripture is true, and you will see it it’s the truth, “Resist the devil and he will flee from you.” He flees before any child of God who knows what she or he is made to be, a rightful heir to the throne over all dominion, heaven, earth, and hell. When you know what you and who you are in the heart of God, the devil knows he’d better run from the ruler of Hell. When you know that you have the right to live in heaven, all hell trembles. I caution any and all not to try and wield this authority over agents of darkness until you have met God, choosing to remain in him thereby receiving his help, to have him as your sword, your armor, shield, and fury. 

A word to those have met him and left and seek to return, remember this word as it is written and in so remembering, cast off confusion from your mind, “Perfect love casts out fear.” When he drew near you, before, his perfect love embraced you as a shield of love. From now on, when you enter his space like this, the reciprocating love your feel within your heart will guard your mind from mind and cast out fear, as a light so bright that not even your peripheral vision can detect memories of fear. This is why teaching fear as a measurement of experiencing the presence of God is a lie. The fear from his authority comes once, and it last but a moment, until confidence enters by a way of a free gift from the Holy Spirit. And that is the last time you will feel afraid of God. If you doubt, look again at the story in scripture at the Prodigal Son’s return. What do you think was the first thing, which became the lasting this he felt from his father? Love, rest, joy, and honor. So, fast was the father’s desire to cast out fear of condemnation from his son’s heart and mind and soul that the kept watch for him and seeing him at a distance, the man in the story ran to embrace him at the town-line. Your holy Father doesn’t have to wait that long to embrace you, but that’s the example Jesus gave to comfort those who know the Father is a good master, a safe master, and worthy to be trusted. Do not be expecting to feel fear. Expect to be feel safe, loved, held, enlighten of all burdens, and well fed. And then, expect to live with a new normal.

There is nothing you need to wait on before asking to meet with God. And he promises in his word, “Draw near to me and I will draw near to you… Seek me and I will be found by you.”

The Fear of the Lord is where you gain trust. You can’t trust God until you meet God. 

But also, entering the Fear of the Lord and hearing his spoken complement which lifts the human spirit into life, is not the procedure of having your stone heart removed. It must harden completely, first. And it can harden while you remain in his peace. Nothing is wrong about this. It’s simply true that with God there is always more; it always gets better. That being said, God will never accept confinement, say he’ll never and watch him prove you a liar. So, I say that now to encourage the abandonment of the idea that’s any order of operations to sanctification, neither are there set durations to the processes within.

For the Holy Spirit to remove the dead heart of stone a person must be fully held, fully expectant with hope and fully submitted in trust to vote for a new master, the Lord as God, to perform an inner execution. The Holy Spirit waits until all is calm and we learn the presence of the words “If I do not go, the comforter will not come to you, but if I go, the Father will send to you the Holy Spirit, which is the very voice that proceedeth from the mouth of the Father… you do not understand now, but in time, you will.” Knowing the comfort of the Holy Spirit, this season of waiting is cold from the drawing away of his perceptible presence so that faith can grow new roots as trust by practicing belief and choosing belief and choosing trust and allowing hope to self-sooth until great knowing of a wonderful and safe future is about to dawn. Jesus comes with entirely different manifestation as the Lion of Judah. Within his protection and presence, the Holy Spirit executes the old master. Jesus checks in to make sure the separation between soul and pride, the old master is total, so that none of it’s condemnation is threatening the soul with accusation of relation.

Trusting Jesus is required because it’s a battle as a matter of election for a master on whom to place trust.

Expect the time of choose trust to be a struggle but also expect to practice self-calming through reminding the flesh why the soul votes to trust the new and incoming master, as shepherd because he’s the good shepherd. I would discourage believers from trying to urge the Holy Spirit to go faster, because that’s not practicing trust. When you feel impatient or urgent, choose self-assured calming. The fastest memories for me are the personal promises I have the Holy Spirit because with the revelation I have memory of pure joy. I can lift my spirits with that joy and reach a state of excited assured waiting that expects to be blessed by the one I love, most. And when threats come against him, I remember testimonies of Jesus reaching into hell to save those his loves and I remember that there’s no depth I can be brought to that the cross of Jesus cannot reach to come and get me. Then, I am soothed by his nature to save. And when I worry that he might not love me enough, I remember my dreams he gave me to testify that I am in his hand and I know that my choice to be God’s was made, he accepted it and it’s a final choice, so that means my future is heaven, either fast or slow, it’s heaven for me.

The new heart is the Holy Spirit filling a body with fire and light of the Holy Spirit thereby becoming in you, as your only perspective as available mind and heart, your eternal self that exists eternally, living, alive, always, from that point forward the same you, you will always be. Freedom might now feel natural, at first, but he Holy Spirit will help to show you who you are and help you walk as you and behave like you until your freedom is in your bones. The Holy Spirit will help you to pray, to praise, to worship and may other things.

And this self can walk through heavens’ gates freely as one who visits a garden. And for this one in whom this condition is true, there is no death, only walking from this kingdom in decision and in turmoil into another kingdom in perfection by mercy always sustained by grace in endless blessings in overabundance as God’s love is freely welcomed to pour out his desires of showing off his love, over and over: a bright beginning.

This is what it is to be born-again, having your heart of stone removed and filled with His very Spirit.

Your personality is not being replace, as it Is with demonic possession. You are becoming your eternal you in perfect communication with the Father. Still, you will not think with his power as a strong man thinks with the strength of his muscles in mind. You will always be weak and frail and nothing apart from him, powerless in and of yourself. For this reason, all the “how” of the living journey for life will continue to be a mystery to you. This will not cause fear, but because he is trustworthy, it just makes life more fun and easier and receivable as a gift. As a child dependent on the work of a Father, he’s got everything taken care of. It’s for you to be a child. And it’s for him to be a father. 

From here, one thing that will happen, which is related to this phrase in common use and vague description is the condition and position of the human living spirit, which is connected to the Messiah as a life source of spiritual food called righteousness. This human spirit knows and experiences the self within God’s eternal sight. This human spirit can perceive the face of the Father as always before him or her, hearing him with perfect clarity of voice, perhaps as different sounds as one person might describe him as sounding like waves of water and another might hear a quiet tenor voice, this is personal to a unique person and is not privy to attack. Knowing Almighty God as Father and ever-present help with his nearest in perfect relationship to the human consciousness, the order of the processing information systems changes, suddenly. The human spirit steps up as “the head” becomes the decision making after hearing the insights from the mind or heart. And the body, as least in valuable opinion, becomes “a tail” easily silenced with it’s needs at a distance of sustained satisfaction of soul made easy postponed.

So, the human spirit receives information from these information processing systems and instead of having a pride to pass through as a gate, ask it, ‘Should I go?’ and ‘May I have food?’ the human spirit talks freely with God. And is constant standard position is, “How may I help?” He knows hoe to get you to good things and he knows how to get you there easily and safely. And he always adds enrichment into your life by the journey. You will be able to talk to him easily about everything and hear his questions, “Where are you going, next? Do you have enough money to get there? What do you need?” But also, expect that he’s probably going to say to you as he has to me, “I am in charge of all the ‘how’” He explained that, that increases my feeling freedom. as well as my trust in him to reliably help me.

I am simply saying this, while it is important for the human population at large to grow in understanding of human rights within a Kingdom of God where any and all who are determined to forsake independence from the Almighty God, it does not come to them by human determination, but it comes through miraculous and real fundamental alteration in identity towards all creation through a procedure known only as being born-again. 

The head of your living experiencing for all that one knows as “being alive” will be and can be, your human spirit awake instead of asleep, grated into the true vine and knowing exactly how near your Father is to you. Knowing exactly where your help comes from; living while loved by God, growing in health and joy. And your tail, can be and should be, your bodily information signaling system communicating all bodily needs for remaining in the land of the living. And this sandwich of properties should at as bread ends around a healthy middle of satisfied inconstant belief in God’s love as an unwearying blazing, fire of light fueled by his oil of truth.

This knowledge can come to you as a command from a wicked source to break you until you accept a wicked demon as ruler of your soul, having forever your desires and voice suppressed in a shadow space, hidden in fear for fearing a lie of total worthlessness and a lie that having a personality is equal to the greatest humiliation and offense: feeling being unique is offensive to other people. God wants to save you from lies of spiritual oppression. He made your personality. He loves you more than all the earth and stars combined. When you feel that to know how much his love for you there is inside him, the bigness of his love, and his desire to make you joyous, none can tempt you to tremble. That devil and all his horde combined has no weapon great enough. He’ll be forced to count you as lost. He’ll sass you as he goes. You don’t have to let him speak the last word. Believe the Holy Spirit and grow in joy. 

I assure you, when you see Satan in the light of truth, you might pity him, but you will laugh at the idea of being afraid of him. Satan loves his hierarchy, but in truth he’s nothing but a demon, as lowly as effectual as the next. His hierarchy is lies, agreed upon within his kingdom because its evil and evil loves pain. I can’t relate. I love joy. Evil is allergic to joy, which is funny. This means when I’m coloring and enjoying coloring, hell is in torment and feels defeated in a might battle. I can no longer comprehend of how small the battles, evil calls great, are in comparison in me. I color; they flee. Victory and sustained victory is easy and as light a burden as coloring is joyful. If you like joy. If joy feels good. You will like God’s heaven which makes joy come easily and abundantly. You have the option to explore Satan’s hierarchy and search for anything you might want. When you find that there’s nothing want-able, don’t be distracted by guilt. You were on a mission from God to assess the want-ability of evil ways and evil fruit. After you reject evil food for its insatiable quality of being the opposite of satisfaction leading to exponential lack, all you do is inform your Father God Almighty that you’re done exploring and searching in the darkness. Truth moves immediately; your correct relationship as a child perfectly and abundantly loved by his or her Father in Heaven will effect you, rapidly, so suddenly you might reflect on the change, but don’t worry, you were always meant to feel that you have rightful place within the life and heart and help as a dependent on God as if you are a begotten child with true rights to all you have in him. If you find that you like evil fruit, one day you will choose to reject God. But if you find that joy feels good and good is good to your belly, then don’t fear the mess of your life from your season of exploring. God will take all that on himself to make it right. The degree of restoration is as written, “I will save him as a father saves a son who serveth him.” That means he’s turning your sins into blessings as you walk away from darkness, turning your life into righteousness as though you had worked as a servant of holiness, adding always goodness into the world, the entire time; he has real power to accomplish the removal of sin from the world. 

As a child who was playing in the backyard, gets hungry for dinner, and who’s father waits in the yard listening for the call from his child, say to your Heavenly Father who is listening, “I’m done.” He will immediately reply in the whisper of your inner being, “Are you sure?” In your own words confirm that you are ready for the Father to open the door to the house, which is as out of your reach as a toddler who waits on a father to turn the door handle. Entering this house, is to never ask the Father to let you play all by yourself with wolves and snakes that bite and hate you, ever again. It’s not that you’ll never go outside again or play. But you will be agreeing to God’s relationship and vowing to ask that all bad ideas be gone from you for exploring. And so then, from that point on, you will go exploring with God helping, always, and only into good ideas which lead to joy, a full belly, a good night sleep, a clean body, and fun that feels joyous when success is reached, and dependent on him, forever, for all needs and desires. And you get to talk to him all the time. And you will know the feeling that is life, as it is written, “Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that proceedeth from the mouth of the Father.” With all of this, then, you’ll know with great sustaining joy that life is good!

Then, there’s “going higher.”

Much can occur to heal and sustain and satisfy and renew a Child of God who is caught by anxiety in the spiritual warfare zone. You can get higher. I believe, it becomes a point of antagonized frustration by Jesus within us when we have told him we choose to forsake anxiety in exchange for living life abundantly above the storms of life, as though in heaven, already. Because we need to be frustrated by the arrows of the enemy as well as with the concept of fear and lack and robbery and neediness. This will stir a drive to demand justice of God until you see heaven as your dwelling rights a justified standard of living.

in the airspace heaven, there is a life experience that is much more than satisfaction.

All health is a minimum, it is so minimum it’s beneath satisfaction (this is largely the reason why physical healings build ZERO faith. God’s first move at barely beginning to provide a crumb of health is not worthy of boasting, it’s the start of him doing anything, doing his basic job requirements. physical healing cannot build faith. his love builds faith. He’s got to do more than physically heal or provide food and shelter. ) Health peeks at satisfaction.

Satisfaction is wondrous.

The air of heaven is sweet to the taste, this begins the knowledge of safety.

Safety is the basic building block of justice.

His righteousness will sustain you.

I assure you, what is unpredictable is that heaven is a breaking-through the ceilings that maximize all the best ideas for what fullness can feel like.

While Satisfaction is the ceiling of health, Vitality is the ceiling on joy. And heaven breaks-through those best ideas like a rocket ship breaking through earths atmosphere. While the sensation of satisfaction remains at fullness, exploring leads to dreaming and with desires that are growing greater from curious to fantastic to awesome to I never thought to ask for what I received from my Father who loves me and can dream bigger than me to give me what I asked for at un fathomable abundance of what I had wanted, more truly than I could see into why I wanted what I asked for. And vitality is smoked into a distance so far below the living experience of heaven, it’s as attractive as a deep breath of smog. For breaking through vitality there is His Righteousness, which is all the joy and thankfulness and rejoicing and awe from a multitude of good consequences poured out as a shower like rain onto the peoples. And it wraps around you as a garment to be yours. And it fills your lungs and saturates your blood like it’s in you, as though it always was you. You are alive.

This righteousness is only the beginning of being alive.

This is where you will rejoice to know and be glad to be eternal.

Then there’s more.

After you eat meat from the Fathers’s table and now real food, and after you’ve rested. and after you’ve talked a while, then the Father will invite you greater oneness by the renewing of your mind in Christ Jesus. This is when you practice your authority.

Breaking-through the ceiling of the understanding of authority there is entering into your eternal self.

Do you know what it feels like, or otherwise, can you fathom to understand what it is to know that your entire enteral life’s experiences are yours as a gift, as a complete self so that you can never change? You know that you are all the completed you. You are all of you that you will ever be. And as a result, living reveals how you became this way.  So that your future is credited as a feeling within your being of self, all that is you, as if your future were already past. You’re living as the completed and learned and practiced you, so that all of your eternal future experiences are gathered with you as though memories having been, and are as experiences already in you, yet to be gone through, dim and effectual as the past works to grow and shape a person’s identity, mind, opinions, attitudes, and more. You have all your future with you; you think through your future, righteousness accomplished. So in that way, your future is your past. All this life you’re now living that is not yet lived, while you are alive in a realm without time, so that your reasoning, understanding, and all righteousness from the end of your perfection is as you, all at once. Although you don’t know what you will know, your lessens are engrained. Do you understand how come you will never change, as a personality, ever? Do you feel all of who you are and what you became with so much complexity it is as dense and beautiful as all of light. When before all you felt were a handful of key moments in your past, some questions, and a few proverbs, maybe, that gave hope, were to you a beginning but with great uncertainty of who you would become? Are you containing in your consciousness all that you’ll ever feel, all that will make an impact on you? If not, you have yet to become alive as light that sees your personality as light, in the full spectrum. 

But your body remains in the world, which is dark. When in the world do you know what it means that you ARE light? A hint: darkness flees from you until only God’s beautiful remains before your eyes.

Also, can you suppress every signal from your body as though telling a toddler at your feet, “I hear you, in a minute, possibly never.” Hint: if this action is strenuous, you are attempting to perform a task that is meant to come to you as a gift. 

If you do not live continually in these things, you have gotten hints, tastes, or fragrances to inform you of what you CAN choose, but have not yet determined to be your place of residence and personal life experience, forever, unendingly new.

I’ll stop there, for this article. I would say to the hungry for God, don’t stop at the hints he sends you as the invitation into the new life, but fully consider if you’re ready to gain all the emotional and sensational living human spirit of life to live within the gate of heaven, even while your body walks this land of the living. Also, getting God to do it to you doesn’t require desperation. The opposite is needed. To get God to perform this procedure to you, you must converse in clarity and wait in joyful trust. Begin the conversation with your total assessment of life apart from his constant presence. Address to him in forsaking all the enticing options out there as well as every threat ever spoken to you about God. And in the face of all you MIGHT lose, inform God that you are fully decided to abandon every curious crevice of your human heart lustful to wonder if there’s any new gem around a hidden corner where God might call forbidden. And assure him of your sureness that nothing lost will be held against him for what little you might gain, if he can promise you: safety and food. If you only gain the least good thing at the expense of all the ways out there, will that be worth it to you? Because, if not, that means you can go another round with Satan to find out if you’d like his kingdom better than heaven. You can go another round and another round after that, and another and another. Would that be fun? Or, would that be torment? If torment, you’re probably ready to choose God, no matter what it MIGHT cost you. 

Leave everyone behind, as though you’re being raptured. I’d say it’d be like dying, only that can sound scary and choosing to trust God through submission and abandonment of reputation comes with immediate internal reward. If you want to enter heaven in the body of the living, you must fully relinquish this world, and all who suffer in it, as God’s problem. Or he will leave you behind. Being born-again is far more like than the rapture than like a death because you’re being lifted and you’re being breathed into and you’re being poured into until you’re revived and strong and standing and joyful and knowing who you are and feeling all the love that is possible to hold with a heart, immediately four times bigger, and feeling the growing of that heart to be filled with more and more love. 

You Will lose friends, but you will gain friendships.

God will check, and double check, and press in and make you tell him how sure you are that what you want is to lose your chance to sin in exchange for heaven, instead, because it’s a condition so severe that it cannot be undone. If you choose God, you’re his; heaven is your destination no matter how long sanctification lasts or what it takes to get you trusting God enough to start enjoying life. But this, if you go through this and find that you’re bored in heaven, you’re stuck there, forever. God has told me, plainly, he considers that too much cruelty to bear himself. So, for this reason and for concern over all his souls who don’t like joy or safety or food or light or peace or friends, he makes sure they never feel heaven before they go to hell. I don’t think I would enjoy it there; I don’t like hunger enough to exchange food for hunger in life, or eternity.  

If you wait until the day that God initiates the moment of choice, you will sense the urgency. If you like safety and food, at least, I believe you will like God, and his heaven. If God initiates the moment of choice and in conversation he’s asking you, “What do you want?” Never answer this by thinking he’s asking you what you think you DESERVE. But 100% inform the Almighty God of what it is you WANT to be your permanent, forever, realm and kingdom; the choice is hell (lack, no food, struggles, troubles, robbery, challenges of greater increasing without rest, worse and worse, the hardship in a place where people compete and eat the victors out of sheer hatred as a definition of jealousy) or you can inform God that you WANT heaven for yourself (a place of abundant abundance, satisfaction, growth, love, joy, food for fun, creating, friendships were people don’t know how to compete with hateful jealousy, everyone is as talented as Mozart, but never bored from the invention of new instruments and ways of making a rhythm and sound, there’s peace on all sides where none attacks, there’s no need to close a window, no demon crosses the gates, and God sings of his love for you, personally, as living water continually, all is compete and there’s nothing to fix and no expectation and no deadlines. There’s not much to imagine until you know the taste of righteousness. Until you know what righteousness feels like as a garment and a body, you won’t see the goodness in eternity. Don’t mistake this world with its hardships for all that you can ever feel. In this body, vitality is next to death, laughably worthless as a dead bodies concept of decency.)

What misunderstandings can keep you down?

Story time: God taught me and my brother to read. As of today, he remains at odds with God and barely believes in the concept. For me, being taught to read by God was very significant for me, in that I called on God and waited two hours until he responded, crying out, “You’re not going to leave, alone. I know you’re real. You’re going to help me. Speak!” Conversely, my brother thought he “figured” out reading all by himself with a smart brain to observe facts. But we had the exact same lesson. It was profitable in my life to have suffered the struggle of finished second grade with 100% inability to see letters in a consistent order or understand how floating letters on a page could have consistent relationship to sound. But I knew God was real because I had met once before. I was all the more glad to have God teach me something. I didn’t want to be abnormal, so I rejected the option of having my dyslexia healed. So, that has become a story for another time. My brother’s story, I believe, is being stored for him for later, at a time when God will lift up the ground floor covering the Lord’s relationship with him and God will showcase a lifetime of moments, where God will say, “I was always with you. And I never left you. This moment was me. And this moment over here, too. This is who I am. How can you fail?” If I never hear about that day in my brother’s life, it’s no matter. I know God has him, and he’s writing a testimony that will best suit my brother’s heartfelt needs in his relationship between himself and his Father who created him. 

This leads me to discuss the strength building quality of God’s voice. God’s inner whisper is not just an absence of pain, although it’s as smooth to the nervous system as clean water to the body, seamless. He is not just quiet as an absent of experience. It’s just that the change in experience is as slow as possible, until it’s nearly imperceptible to the mind and body. But he heals and builds, and strengthens with each word spoken, it’s not scripture. The would be have a God who is more closely related to a parrot than a person. 

God will, repeatedly, heal you and revive your soul within you, over and over. But if you’re still in a season of temptation, years of a season, you’ll be going back “into the fray” until you wise up to the fact that “the fray” always leaves you screaming in fear and exhausted. Once, you’re really done playing in the “normal life” of troubles and challenges, God can and will get you “up and out and above.” Are you starting to see how talking to him, isn’t the end of his goodness for you for life?

Going back in and out of the normal world, brings me back to the conversation I had with the Holy Spirit as I was decided to refuse more help than I requested so that he not heal me too much for the sake of wanting to be as normal as possible because I thought normal meant friendships. It didn’t. Refusing God’s help just meant trouble and robbery of everything I deeply wanted. Anyway, during that conversation the Holy Spirit told me, “You’re not going to be able to call on me in the same way as before.” *insert panic attack* The Holy Spirit addressed my fear, “This is why. It’s not that you’re being punished. Jesus is not mad at you, and you haven’t failed Jesus by making this choice, it’s just a way you’ve chosen to live your life for while until you’re ready for me to heal you. There’s no anger in him building up in preparation for that, so consider that nothing. But you have anxiety. You didn’t consider fear, today, because your anxiety wasn’t triggered. But because of why you got anxiety, your next request is going to be a trigger-able offense in fear of your mind toward God. This means you’re going to need to decide to be calm simultaneously to making the request, okay?” I did not understand. 

But when I tried to call using the same words as before, I got the reminder by revisiting that event and listening to that conversation, all over again. It makes more sense now. But for three years I failed to calm down.  During that time Jesus helped me learn to trust by showing up in my finances and friendships and dreams and moments of peace and creative break-through and most significantly through spiritual deliverance to get a demon out of my belly, rude. But with all that, I still had to choose to calm down and choose to trust him and choose to believe his word is truth.

The fear during the last year was more intense that I ever imagined physically endurable. It was a nightmare. And I know, that with this victory over all the demons have sent to torture me in that I will arise fearless beyond what any demon will know what to do with until they flee from me. That being said, enduring it was sheer pain. It was intended to destroy me, from the demon’s perspective. It was meant to make me stay in Satan’ camp. But Jesus sent it to refine my identity until I stood tall in both dignity as supremacy over demons and joyous in hope for how good God is, rejoice that I get goodness, forever, in increase because God is good! God is good! That means I get goodness! And God likes me and loves me more than all the people who love me, combined. That’s a lot. But every time God comes through, I get trust beneath that fear like I’m climbing up his ladder, rung-by-rung.

Understand enticement and temptation as it relates to freewill choice between lack and heaven, God and Satan.

Firstly, enticement is a spell cast upon you and is the evidence of demonic entity breathing this evil and highly addictive substance in your presence so it can attempt to redefine words like “freedom” and “fun.” This substance is what draws the human feet to a place of Satan’s choosing. Seeing what the devil wants you see is commonly known as temptation. But I say that temptation is the umbrella attribute of the characteristic for describing a series of enticements by the devil to draw one’s feel to see and witness, first, hand any options that are available to you in the world, as separate from the presence and gifts that are free freedom in God Almighty. This substance is what Jesus suffered so that his feet could go “where they did not want to go.” 

I believe this substance is so highly addictive a trap that it is invaluable to see this being caught in a demon’s grasp, but without enticement you’d never go with evil through a demon’s eyes of lore, lusting over the demonic ideas for fun as sensations to experience that are ultimately converse to that of the realm of good, which has sensations that responds favorably to things like love, joy, and freedom. So, that is why this substance is required because without it, a natural born Child of God would never go exploring in the darkness to taste and see if there’s anything fun enough to cause him or her to, at a very deep level, reject God forever and count God’s love as a hideous profane burden worthy of disgust, to the point of mockery and shaming him at the idea of wanting to be loved with dependent provision. 

Enticement is required to fully comprehend your options between as many evil ways as you want to continue exploring. The opposite are the fruits of the spirit that are God’s favorite things to give, with added bonuses of free property, supplies, and provisions. You don’t have to stay in a series of enticements. And you don’t need to attempt to conquer more and more of them through rejection after rejection. It will last a lifetime if you tell God that you’re ready to choose him, and abandon all curiosity for anything outside of him.

I believe Jesus prayed for his disciples to not be brought into enticement because he knows that if enticement comes, the feet will go where the enticement leads. And he did not want or see it good that his friends should suffer enticement at all, but be blessed them to live without it near to them. I believe Jesus has said by this prayer that there is such a life to have on this earth that is without the constant wind in the face that is suffereing enticement. And that means it can end, completely. I believe we get to choose God in so deep and assertive a way, with all our wants being focused on losing all the world’s options and all enticement to see the options as potentially fun, as decidedly valueless, to leave all that behind and go with God. And so, choose to be righteous and holy by his influence upon us, as restoring our rights as Children of God. This would mean an end of enticement coming against a soul. This would forever separate a life experience from being drawn toward evil ideas by a inner sensation effecting the desires of the heart. But I do not believe it is accomplished through conquering. Conquering tempations means, you’ve been enticed, you’ve gone with the demon, you’ve been there long enough for the demon to showcase it’s idea, then seeing the consequences you’ve chosen to repond to the idea with rejection. But to think that you’re suppose to continue in this forever is a demonic lie. God will let your curiousity draw your feet into as many as demonic ideas of a fun time and a horric challenge or a disease of influence and attention, until you’re satisfied to make an eternal and unchangeable choice. Eventually, God’s door is going to close. The time of choice will come. You can be brought to it by God’s slight sense of urgency for your soul as a gentle, “Are you coming?” But still, you have all the time in the world because he knows precisely the moment you’ll choose him. I think if people knew what they would gain with him, everyone would choose God and feel relieved and safe to the point of rejoicing. But I think God’s idea of fun is more like my idea of fun because I like healthy people and kindness and joy and laughter and good food and feeling nourished and running in safety and sleeping in safety and creating things and making music and listening to music and going traveling with friends and listening to my friends talking. And joy feels like goodness to my being, so Heaven is a better place for me to go for eternity than the Kingdom of Challenges, Lack, and Horror. 

You don’t get yourself out of the demon’s breath, which causes enticement. Nor do you conquer evil ideas through rejection, endlessly. That is endless because the devil will just recycle previously rejected options and he’s got enough ideas to stretch over a lifetime. Instead, what is the real solution is asking Jesus for salvation. You just talk to him. So, while you’re still feeling the lastest demonic idea and it’s pouring into your want centers to tell you how you feel about the idea, as a sensation the demon is calling “fun” or “want” or “needed” or “good” or “righteous” you don’t expect the demon’s breath to stop breathing so that you’ll be “out” before your “up.” But while you’re fully immersed in what feels like an evil trap of an inescapable and self-desired affliction, which is nothing but an accusation from demonic liars whispering destruction in the ears because they want to keep you for whatever reason the demon can manage and making a person feel inescapably sold through having evil desires is one argument lying to prevent the truth from being requested. So, whatever is being heard in the ears to cause a sensation of fear and whatever is coming against your soul as an argument, which is an option for you to desire, that’s the feeling you’re going to feel through a series of senses at the point that you begin this conversation with God. So, instead of thinking you need to be holy, which would cause a sensation of goodness to be all around you as a direct influence outwardly expressed as through the pores from the inner secession of good permances and loving embrace of the Father in truth and in spirit, which radiates forth as a testimony of a souls success in performing holiness outwardly to have witnessed of others already sometime in your past. Without that, you’re standing before your Father in a pit of darkness. There’s nothing going wrong with your senses and as soon as you choose God, he’ll fix everything you did while undergoing the season of temptation, I’m calling the bundled grouping of the series of enticements that got your feet to make evil consequences in your record. If you do not choose God this record of offenses is enough to condemn you, but I don’t think it’s helpful to remember or consider that. Instead think of the end resulting in hell as a continuation for a soul’s purposeful rejection of God so that because they don’t like God or want God, then ultimately there choice to be cut off from his loving, nourishing presence by speaking to constantly to your soul thereby keeping you alive and free from pain, is the choice that soul desired. If the soul wants pain, then ultimately, it chooses pain over God. The only place where God is not, is hell. It’s the only shadow there is, anywhere. Why is there no middle ground? You must understand good and evil to being to see why there is this inevitable consequential split and why it’s a personal choice God made for protecting his own who hate all forms of pain, even the little emotional traumas from rejections and lackadaisical words of judgements.

1. God’s presence is food in any realm, a realm called Biblically as “kingdom” but kingdom also refers to world systems
2. Heaven is God’s big heart; when you’re in heaven, you’re in God’s heart and that’s an intimate experience
3. Without God’s help, you must suffer the ideas of evil people performing evil upon you, but hell is full of many things: demons and principalities (death and sickness are principalities. Hell is where hate and destruction exist and are contained and stored for protection of the Children of God)

Even if there’s one sinner in heaven, there’s too much pain. Please see how victims of evil make effective and twice as wicked performers of the same evil, especially when that person believes an evil justifies evil in retribution. And notice how the enemy of hurting the person is God, and that’s evident in the random victims that were not involved in the harm, which is used in an evil mind for justifying more harm. 

Everyone in heaven is holy like God because they love God. 

For all these reasons, start conversing with God likes he’s your Father who, genuinely, wants to give you everything little thing you like, if that’s evil you get to have evil, but if you want good things, you get to have good things. But good things means they are gifts out of pure love. Going with God means establishment as a rightful Child. Going with God means you have a rightful and easy and loving and lasting relationship with Almighty God, Everlasting Father. I think you’re really going to like him.